You don't exist. Prove me wrong.
- Lana K
- Aug 10
- 38 min read
Updated: Aug 17
This post is for everyone who wished me well and hoped I’d find what I was looking for, when I left the States for Mexico in 2021. For those who thought of me while I traveled the world, living out of a backpack and occasionally reuniting with my suitcase (which also makes its way around the globe, though not as often as I do), I want to tell you,
"Thanks to Your love, care, and support, I’ve found it".
To be honest I myself had no idea what I was searching for.
But as I aligned my mind, body, and soul during the last decade… I only now, six days ago, understood what, that something was. I've always known it was something inconceivably precious, because you can't put it into simple human words.
I have been searching all my life, but only realized the "what", upon finding it.
I was searching for that one constant Truth, the foundation of all “truths" here in this reality, searching for It in all the "truths" of this game, being guided towards that One Constant.
You are not separate from God.
And because you are not separate from God, then you don't exist. The human "you".
Which would mean you are under no obligation to do anything at all to be with God.
Therefore, you have the freedom to do anything you want, because you are not separate from God.
Human "you" has the freedom from the ego's influence on your free will, to now realize and materialize anything you want.
Because when you realizeYou are the Eternal, Itself, giving life to the human "you", you understand you don't have to do anything at all, you are eternal in flesh. Тhat erases your beliefs of the ego (that also doesn't exist), like sickness, suffering, and death.
That's when God (You) asks little human you, "What do you want to do?" God is asking you, after you surrender to God's will. Do you see the beauty in this?
There is no hell, nor heaven, nor judgement day.
Human "you" is judging yourself in the now; therefore, you are already in hell and in judgment day in the same exact moment.
That is the power of the "now".
There is no cycle of Samsara, there is only the "now" that exists. These things exist in the "now" for you, because your free will applied this information as the truth, to materialize this truth in the physical "now" moment.
It’s easy to believe in what I'm talking about. But to be able to say you know it is so, you must be in the moment of the "now".
To understand the power of the "now" moment, one must have unshakable faith in this Truth.
You need to know, without any doubt, that you know what the "now" is.
Now, passes faster than I begin to speak the word "now".
The "now" becomes the past before the future comes. It's like standing between two mirrors, looking at yourself, and the infinite you's in the reflection.
But it's more like dividing the distance between two items. Then, dividing it again, and again, until you come to the One atom where these two distances meet. And you realize that because there is no distance between us ⏤ that we are all One.
Prove me wrong.
The "now", is the only real thing that we can say exists because we believe physical matter proves our existence somehow.
Meaning, only because of the "now" moment, we can say we exist (because I'm writing these words "somewhere"). But where is this "now"?
When does it exist on the scale of time? If the future doesn't exist and neither does the past... Then, when the hell are we, in this moment of "now", if you can't even time it?
The future is already the past, before the end of a zeptosecond.
And if we look at the fact that we are all just a cluster of walking atoms, when broken down to the smallest measurement, then we realize time itself doesn't exist.
Doubt is anything that your human free will chooses to believe in, other than the One Truth, causing you to experience the program of fear.
Imagine if you lived without a schedule, on a calendar. You would have less doubt in what I'm saying.
The free will latches on to the realness of this Dream and responds with doubt because you're not grounded in the One Truth.
Love (Truth), seeks to understand; therefore, it is All-Knowing.
Without awareness of The Truth, you will remain in the loop of suffering, because you’re still “acting” like a human, forgetting you are the Divine Intellect and not separate from It, one bit.
You will always "act" as a victim in this reality, anyway you spin it.
Because in your reality, you have limitations. In your reality, you are separate from God the All-Knowing.
The bible is not the "way".
The "Way" ⏤ is to stop acting like a human. What is a human?
And allow the Divine Intellect to live through you.
That is the "Way" on your path to Self realize. It's that fucking simple.
It’s the process of realizing that you are simply a Divine Thought, playing a character in this Conscious Dream, which has the free will to believe it is in a real physical body somewhere in a physical place.
The Christians mistake "born again" for believing in Jesus, but that doesn't change your life at all; your ego is still the one demanding, so where is your confirmation? Jesus is you, and you are Jesus... don't you get it?
You must be born again to know it.
The Divine Thought is begging your free will to ask your human intellect, "Who am I? Where, how, and when do I exist?".
And you (the ego you/and Free Will) might say, "I'm a soul." "I'm a particle of God."
Then ask, where is that you?
There are so many ways to ask/understand that question. So to go any further into how to ask the question from the perspective I'm saying it, with the words I know, in this present moment... would mean I need to write an entire book to try and explain the perspective I'm coming from.
So, moving on.
Instead, I'd like for you to try to imagine my perspective. Read it, as if it's you re-reading your own writing.

Close your eyes, and imagine a light pink, toy flamingo, sitting by the poolside on a warm breezy day.
We will all see a very clear image somewhere through the fibers of our inner void.
This is your imagination, creating in the cosmos of your mind. These cosmos are contained in the perimeters of your mind.
Now close your eyes and imagine what the Arctic might look like.
Each of us will imagine a ton of ice, maybe some fresh snow, penguins (up close), but all surrounded by ice-cold water, when maybe looking from above.
This is how we exist. God created us as a Divine thought, consciously creating this Dream.
This isn't real, but it does exist, just not as something physical.
We are just trying to get to the bottom of where is the "now", that actually exists and proves our existence.
That's what makes the Divine Intellect even more multidimensional, because You created yourself this program of time to never find out, that you are You.
What the image looks like isn’t the important part.
The important part is the prompt you gave your mind - your human intellect.
The same way as you try to give ChatGPT a clear prompt, for it to give you a more accurate answer, is the same as telling your human intellect a strong prompt that will get you what you really want in your reality.
You might not know what you really, really want… However, from all of my life experience, I can tell you that every human here wants the same exact thing, when we get to the bottom of it all, down to that one constant Truth.
There is a sea of false "truths", that become materialized once we believe them.
It's absolute chaos trying to get down to the bottom of it all, just to realize none of it exists, because there's no end to the paths that lead back to that one constant Truth.
We all want freedom from all systems, traumas, stories, addictions, limitations, attachments, “sins”, and responsibilities of the ego.
Prove me wrong.
The One Truth cannot be argued by anyone, because the facts that prove it are divinely implanted in all of us from day one.
The difference between knowing God and believing in Him, is the fact that when you are born again, you know God from inside you and the Truth becomes so obviously simple, there's no need to ever doubt it.
Believing something is thinking you know something as truth based on your mind's collection of information under the influence of the ego, which has the free will to believe anything it wants. You don't know, but you believe it is so.
Belief is empty because you don't know what You are.
Once you're born again for real, the ego dies simultaneously, because the Truth is you and The Father are One.
Most people never ask themselves these simple questions; they just allow programs to limit them; Science, the Christian Church, the Muslim cult, the New Age Mormons, yoga, breathwork, therapy, addiction, meditation, etc.
Even Buddha never Self realized himself as God in flesh.
He only realized he could be with God in meditation.
Then Jesus talked about it the best way he could, and his life was the confirmation to his words. And now I'm telling you the how to live it. This is the most important part of this game hack.
You realize now that you are not separate from God ever, because God is Divine Intellect, whichever way you frame it, we will always "exist" within God. Now, you just realized the where... of where you are at.
So now you can ask yourself, what/who are you? I have a big point I'm getting to.
We all know that we want financial freedom, but the money program of this Game runs the program of fear and creates a problem for the human intellect to find The Truth when looking for a solution, by scattering The Truth in the infinite false "truths" of the Game.
But The One Truth is the solution to all your problems created from believing in false "truths".
Because the many different "truths" here are meant to keep you running in the opposite direction of The Truth.
This is all the excitement to this Divine Game. I will eventually have the words to describe how magnificently beautiful I see this whole thing we call life, and write a book or something.
We are here to experience a mind-blowing physical experience where we are unconscious that we are ⏤ all One interacting with Itself, convincing us individually of having this physical experience. And it's sooooo f u c k i n g real.
I jammed my finger pretty hard the other day, and was immediately reminded of how real this whole Divine Thought really is. My finger healed so quickly from practicing my awareness of the One Truth, that now I'm convinced I can heal my entire body of any illness, because that doesn't exist either.
It's mind-blowing how real this simulation is that we actually believe there are future problems waiting for us in "the future". The somewhere, that doesn't exist.
This is how the ego remains "alive", by manipulating the information your mind receives to make you believe you exist, by giving you many false truths.
And because you believe this all exists somewhere, you take it all for granted, never seeing the magnitude and beauty of this Majestic Divine Dream.
Your ego begins to create illusions for your mind to latch onto, and you begin to materialize your reality in the Matrix, which is only a grid, a canvas for you the artist.
Divine Intellect gave you a grid on top of the Divine Dream Grid that we are all a part of, to create here as you want.
And you go through all life, never questioning what the One Truth is. And where it is you actually exist.
That's the creative force of your human intellect; your ego having influence over the information stored in your mind.
The ego and the mind are one within you, and that is contained in this avatar, which is contained within God.
Baby, whatchu think Space is?
Look up at the night sky That is God, the Source of all Creation as Divine Intellect. It has no physical form; it's infinitely endless, and there are no atoms in space, so it's a vacuum. The stars you see out there, us included, are all different densities of thought being formed in the "now" within Divine Intellect, just like the realm Earth. Created from absolutely nothing.
The Big Bang theory, in Science, is incomplete in The Truth, because they don't tell you that Space is the same Intellect that is in you and I.
They try to convince you the opposite... that you do exist.
"Look here on this map."
"You have a mind and body that need healing."
"Death is inevitable."
Therefore, you are also Satan when you realize who your Father is.
Now give your mind a prompt that will set you free.
Free from all of it. Absolutely all of it. Your prompt is, "I am born again."
Tell your mind I want to live every single moment as if it’s my first and last time here, in this "n o w" moment.
Because those things don’t exist, they only existed then, in "that" moment of the "now" being materialized into reality, back then. Those things are not real in your current reality anymore, because you've erased them from the picture in this "now".
Human "you" is now living in the flow of the moment "now", because the moment is constantly changing; rooting the word "change" in the One Constant Truth.
Tell it, I don’t know anything, and I am simply watching as my life moves on, with no attachment to people, situations, relationships, teachings, interactions, and beliefs.
There is no, "I" anymore, because I have realized who I AM.
From this moment on, it is not "I" that exists; it is the Father in Me.
You don’t need to pray and ask God for this; you are that Intellect you’d be praying to. You need to find a deep place of reverence, gratitude, humbleness, joy, curiosity, and excitement to ignite the awareness and confirm it is so, as God, when you state your prompt.
This is faith. This is your human intellect meeting your Divine Intellect halfway.
Just as quickly as you were able to change the image in your imagination from the toy flamingo to the Arctic, faster than the speed of light, you can also change your reality by a simple prompt done with intention, because we are Divine Thought, experiencing this Game as a conscious thought in the Divine Intellect.
Here in our game, i n t e n t i o n is everything.
And the intention has to be stated in a genuine vibration of acceptance and confirmed by action.
From the space of "I am seeing everything for the first time," you accept everything in your life with no attachments to the old stories of the ego.
You are stating that you are erasing yourself from this reality as the old you, which now no longer exists because that's in the past. And that you are "now", now, an observer of the Most High living through you as you create in this Dream the life you want.
The hardest part of this practice is assuring your faith, in knowing it is true.
This is the prompt that you give your human intellect, eee vvv eee rrr yyy s i n g l e moment you become aware that you "now" have a moment to remember who You are, and walk forth in That Truth.
This is the only practice you need in life, and this will deepen your faith of a mustard seed in this Truth.
First, you are a seed, having to practice detaching from the obvious attachments, like religion, politics, sports, etc. Then detaching deeper from systems, personal beliefs, childhood traumas, people, etc.
Then you grow, slowly becoming aware you were only attached because you were missing the One Truth.
And only then, you begin to produce fruit, which are divine gifts of your own creation; that come through your faith in action, as a conscious creator in this Game.
The One Truth sets you free from all truths (attachments), even like the practice of this awareness, because you realize you no longer need to do anything.
You have now become the awareness itself. And You are asking little human you, "So then what do you want to do, as God with no limitations?"
This is the breath out that heals your nervous system. The kind of breath that you let out after a day full of running errands, once you're finally able to relax on the couch.
"All is done." You feel a great sigh of relief from doing everything you needed to do, and now there is nothing left to do.
This is the feeling after you are born again; you feel completely free of obligations, attachments, responsibilities, stories, etc. because you have fully torched your entire burden in the process of becoming born again... Like the phoenix rising.
This is The Human Intellect becoming Self aware in our very real simulation that it is the Creator of the Simulation.
The life you want is to consciously create anything you want, with no effort at all, pure acceptance that it is done as You say. This is now where your free will is choosing Your Higher Intellect Free Will.
Okay, now say, Erase everything I know in my human intellect, I want the Divine Intellect to live through me, and I just observe because I don’t know anything my only confidence in in the one Constant Truth.
All I know here is that I don't know anything at all, because I'm simply the observer in the "now".
To be born again, you must practice faith in living it. Having faith in the smallest things, that you and God are One, therefore, why are you worried, anxious, angry, resentful, and judgmental?
As you keep practicing this prompt, stating it like an affirmation, every time you experience pain, any anxiety, or doubt, you will quickly begin to see the truth in what I say.
Practice this and you'll see a huge shift within a few days. Maybe even instantly, if your faith is rooted deeply already in this Truth. If not, then you should notice something in the first few days. I mean, it works instantly.
Jesus talked about the Truth, this is why we cannot argue with what he taught, because he also lived it.
But programs in this game, like religious organizations, made The Truth too complicated to realize.
The One Truth is very simple, because Love is simple.
Most avatars never come to it because they believe that this Dream is a physical reality, happening somewhere apart from God, which has them experiencing this Dream unconsciously.
There is only one meaning of being "born again" that Jesus has taught, and your bible perverted that as well, telling you you'll end up in eternal hell, because you are separate from God.
You will always live in fear if you don't come to realize you and the creator are One.
You feel fear in this game, because the Conscious Dream created something you call Satan, the Devil, Lucifer, like from the Christian perspective.
And Buddhism simply gave it a different word, Mara, as - the demon of illusion, temptation, and death of spiritual life.
I have my own perspective from a place of understanding that all beliefs are false truths, because nothing but The one Truth exists.
I AM God creating my human reality here in this Conscious Dream, and so are you.
Тhe Holy Spirit is one. Why do you separate your soul from mine? Who is the you that separates it?
I see it how it really is, because I am not seperating myself from the I AM, God.
In my perspective, this is one of the rules of this Divine Game that we are in, that there will be fear simply with the program implanted in all of us from day one, that we are dying since day one.
Implanted - "I'm Planted" in this truth and not The Truth.
It is so, because you are telling the God You, that it is so, as the human you.
And you continue to create yourself a life based on what the human intellect is communicating back to the Divine Intellect.
Confirming to the Divine Thought (Universe), that you want the exact life you have based on the thoughts you are running through your mind, allowing the ego to have access to everything stored in that mind, your human intellect. And your free will to believe anything at all.
That’s “confirmed” by your bible from the Adam and Eve fairytale. They “ate” and materialized a false belief into your current reality because you believed whoever wrote the bible two thousand years, would never lie to you.
God couldn’t have said, “If you eat, you shall die”. That's a fictional character talking, because death doesn't exist. The human "you" can only say that, based on the fact that your body is aging. But that "fact" was implanted in you as a truth because your external reality says it is so.
This truth now becomes something you are suffering for, because you confuse this as the truth, but it's not The Truth.
There are far too many “truths” here in this Dream. That’s what fear, “Satan’s" participation (your ego) in this Dream is ⏤ to confuse The Truth so that your free will doesn't know what is right in front of your nose.
Equally accessible to everyone, yet only a few ever care to ask where and why they exist.
Realizing oneself as One, feels like obtaining the most precious gift one could possibly ever receive.
Human words couldn't do it justice.
It's the most exciting life you could choose to live in this Divine Game, in the Conscious Dream, because now you are a conscious creator. More like, God "You", are now creating with no limitations through the human you that gets to sit back and watch how all your dreams become materialized reality.
The Truth is simple. And there is only One Truth, that changes your current reality to something Divine in this Dream.
Knowing and living this One Truth, will answer all your questions on the entirety of life.
It's a breath of fresh air, every time your intellect tries to latch on to a false belief, that "you have to do something". You have to exercise, you have to eat healthy, you have to help people. You don't have to do shit, relax.
You can heal your sickness right here and "now", without doing absolutely anything. This is The Truth. If only you knew who You are.
This is what frees the human "you", when realizing you don't exist because you are not separate from the Divine Intellect, You. Therefore, there are no rules that exist.
You’ll say “If I don’t exist, why does my body feel all the pain?”
Because You created this incredibly real Game, as a conscious Dream, in the Divine Intellect. And the human "you", needed to believe the simulation is real; so You created it soooo fucking real, that you believed it is real.
Read that again and again until it really blows your mind.
There is no end to this Dream, because that would be limiting the Divine Intellect.
The “Apocalypse” is simply a word to keep people in a belief. To keep you living in the future somewhere.
This is how you stop “pretending to be human” and you become Yourself:
Where Jesus says “Me and the Father are One”… The bible distorted the Truth and made a savior out of him and told you that only Jesus is the son of God, which then begs the question,
“Who are you then?”.
Attachments of the ego are its protection, so that you never Self realize.
The ego is your free will, and it wants to exist by convincing the "you" that doesn't exist, that you do indeed "exist”.
This happens naturally when we are born into this Dream, because the you that pops out in this Dream, is influenced by the rules of this Game.
The rule is you have free will. And the other rule is that to experience the Game more interestingly, you must not know that you don’t actually exist.
You’re just a thought existing in Divine Intellect. There is no wrong or right way of experiencing this dream, because you are the Divine Intellect itself, in flesh, simply observing everything that happens and loves every bit of his experience in each body experiment that ever lived.
Therefore, we also have a rule, or many programs of Fear, we could say. The ever-expanding force that confuses us further away from The One Truth.
You are not separate from God, the Divine Intellect. And fear is only in this Divine Dream as a program, part of the Game.
This is how simple it is to manifest your dream reality.
The same way you were able to shift between the flamingo to the Arctic, is the way you begin to shift your external reality in this Dream.
The only practice in life is the practice of keeping your attention on this prompt, every possible moment; in your cosmic mind of creation, for it to begin to shift your external reality to anything you want.
This is moving mountains like Jesus talks about, in having faith of a mustard seed. (Ни вера, а доверие)
The manifestation coaches (we’ll include the religious teachings, shamans, doctors, gurus, etc. in that) only get you to a point of practice.
And their teaching and practice like yoga, meditation, worship, repentance, exercise, are all false, because they take you further away from the One Truth - you don't exist, you don't need anything outside of yourself.
They’ll tell you to drink water, go outside, mediate, read the bible, exercise, read the Quran, recite affirmations, burn sage, light a candle, post content more regularly, chant mantas, change your strategy to fit the algorithm, heal your inner child, do a dieta in the jungle, go to therapy, pray, eat healthy, etc. etc.
Unless they are telling you, that you are the Infinite Creator living in a simulation of the Divine Intellect and that you can do anything at all, like live forever, with the power of knowing what the "now" is... then they are lying.
You only have a body and mind that navigate you through this Game, but let's ask where this is, before you ask who you are.
Not outside of Source. Impossible.
Which is how we come to The Truth, that you and God are one, and you don’t have to do anything to be able to do everything.
You are the Ultimate Creator, you can do anything you think of, like heal your body into perfect health that never gets old or sick, simply with your awareness and faith of this Truth.
All false teachings that are not rooted in the One Truth are false. Everyone telling another avatar what to do is a “false prophet" in the same Dream you are in. Read that again.
I hate to tell you, but all your spiritual teachers are liars. You only need to realize and accept that you are God, and then life becomes really effortless, eternal, and Divine
Your body will stop “aging” because you are outside of “time” when you "kill" the ego by realizing you don't exist and choose the will of God to live through you. You are infinite when you realize who You are.
They are not intentionally being a false prophet; they are simply unconscious creators with an influenced ego from every bit of information it has access to in the mind, just like you.
The One Truth that you are not separate from God will set you free from all limitations in this life.
This is the Ultimate reality shift a human can have in this Game of life.
The ultimate shortcut to the next level of this Game is to realize that none of this is “real” in the first level that we are in. Because the "physical" has to exist in Divine Thought.
Then, with this realization, you live from that place of your awareness in every moment possible, no longer making moves pretending to be a “human”, unconsciously in the "now".
The “now” is the only real thing that we can actually prove exists because we’re experiencing it.
It's how we experience this human body and the outside world that becomes influenced by all these false prophets.
Neither the past nor the future exist, because you cannot physically go there.
The time frame for “now” cannot even be measured because “now” becomes “then” faster than an instant.
Therefore, the “now” is where we begin to practice this Truth. This is the power of the "now".
We practice faith, by gradually over time, detaching from the desires of the ego, and live in the “now” keeping our awareness on the fact that You are Divine Intellect creating the human you, in this dream.
And that human "you" is simply an unbiased observer going on an exciting ride.
All you need is your attention and breath. This is how you connect the physical mind, body, to the "soul" which is You, God ⏤ as the Holy Spirit.
You are not an individual soul, your physical avatar is alive because the Holy Spirit is in you, like in me and everything you see when you zoom in to the smallest atom. The Divine Father inside the Divine Mother, that is, inside every atom that makes up the physical world.
Whether you are conscious of this or not, it doesn't change anything. As an unconscious avatar, you are still only alive because the Holy Spirit is in you, giving you that breath.
That’s all you need, to Self realize that you are that Divine Intellect, which the Christians mistake the made-up, judgmental god in their bible for.
But the biggest lie their god isn’t saving them from is their current moment of hypocrisy.
They judge one another, constantly running thoughts through their head, and convincing themself they are a human. You are a hypocrite, simply by not knowing that you are Love and not a human.
But love is acceptance, and their hypocrisy, as an action, exposes them as unconscious creators in this Dream. Simply being unaware of all the other unconscious creators, because they have not found God from within. They keep searching for him outside of themselves.
They latch onto Jesus to confirm this faith, without realizing their faith is in the wrong truth, and continue to suffer in the not knowing.
Their god is... who knows where!?
And hilariously enough, they are all still too afraid to ask the question, "Where am I?" on the scale of Infinity. They claim to have been "born again", with absolutely nothing that can confirm this... even their physical birth.
Liars. Everyone is a hypocrite if you can't prove your words with your actions.
When you find The Truth of Where, When, Who, and How you exist... You will instantly know the "Why" you exist.
Only action confirms faith, and if they are still aging, sick, and dying... then they haven't found The Truth.
If you ask yourself that question, there is no way we wouldn't come to the same Truth.
We are all One, not separate one bit. You are me and I am you, because all of us are the I AM Intellect.
The key is the unshakable faith in this Truth. It's coming from a place of knowing that “It is so”, with absolutely zero limitations and doubt.
This comes with genuine repentance. Repentance not of your sins, because that doesn’t exist, but from your false beliefs.
You are saying to Source, no more. I don't want any more of these stories, these judgments, comparisons, and attachments.
Human, "you", is telling this to the Divine Intellect, You.
I am You and my birthright in this game of life is freedom. Freedom from all limitations. This is the prompt.
This place of realization comes from a deeply humbled state of human vibration.
You are repenting in the fact that you’ve been running from this birthright since you were a child, not because you are someone deserving of it, but that in fact you’re no one, other than the Divine Intellect that is here unaware of Self in human form.
Deserving or non-deserving do not exist.
So your repentance is confirmed by your detachment from all the limitations the ego weighed on you.
That is true repentance, because it can be confirmed with action.
“I’m sorry for my sins”, and always thinking you’re a sinner in need of a savior, cannot confirm your repentance, because there is no action possible, since you believe Jesus does it for you.
But Jesus was a no one, just like you and me.
He simply showed us what to do if we want to Self realize. He showed us the way, through his life.
Love others the way you love yourself. Treat others the way you want to be treated.
Because I am you, and you are me, because neither of us are separate from the Divine Intellect.
Therefore, I AM you and me, simply in different body suits.
This is how we are “made in the image of God” like the bible says. We are That Intellect, that is experiencing somewhere in Its conscious Dream; this reality we call the third dimension.
You’re only but a thought, when broken down to the atom of what you are made of. You are water in this third dimension. In the Divine Intellect (the cosmos), you are simply a dense area of thought that we here perceive as the Atom.
Adam was the perversion of the Truth implanted in you, through a fairytale of how this all started. But they forgot to mention where it all started.
Religions tell you the "when", the "how," and even a "why"... but The Truth, is in the "where".
I’ll mention my perspective of what “Earth” is, to help imagine this.
You are not separate from God, never have you been. You are only a Divine thought; you don't actually exist.
Ask yourself “Where do I exist?”
You can think on Planet Earth. Which exists in the cosmos.
But you’re probably imagining it like a physical place with physical planets and plasmic stars making up physically built galaxies with a space shuttle slowly moving through the void.
So where is that, all being contained? Outside of Source?
Impossible.
Ask yourself now, “Who am I?" or maybe closer to "What am I"
What if you thought instead that the so-called cosmos isn't physical space?
Then narrow down the physicality to only our “planet” Earth.
Meaning, imagine Earth as a three-dimensional realm instead.
A round ball of water, the bottom half is dense water, and the top half is fluid water, our atmosphere. The book of Genesis describes it really well, actually.
This three-dimensional realm is like a thought happening in the Divine Intellect. I say “like a thought” because that is to help us imagine how we exist, in the, where we exist.
It’s hard to imagine when you have a program fed to you of what Earth is. Erase that program and entertain your human intellect, as I humor you.
The joke is when you realize you are not separate from that Divine Intellect one bit.
You are Source imagining this dream, allowing all 8 billion of us to have the free will to do as we please, in a reality that does everything possible for us to never find out, that we are not separate from the Creator of the Dream.
This whole thing you take so seriously is just a fun way for Source to entertain its brain; there is no right or wrong way for you to experience this Divine Dream.
Because the soul is the Holy Spirit that embodies every atom of this realm is also not separate from Source. Nor does it differ between you and I.
Therefore, if you don’t exist, that would mean the ego, your free will, doesn’t exist.
Then you say "I have a body and mind that can feel my physical reality." But who is the you that has this physical body and mind?
The fun part of this Game is that everything is allowed.
It's you who limits yourself with false beliefs, being materialized in your atom of this Dream. And it's you who turns your back on the One True God, limiting the Ultimate Creator.
You are the limitless and eternal, and you can do and experience anything you can think of with no judgment.
The belief in Judgement Day keeps us living in fear, too afraid to drop the narrative. We are too afraid God will judge us for our simple questions.
And this is why we fight and suffer through life, to prove to our human intellect that we are indeed real, in order to build a physical space and story in this Divine Intellect.
As atoms. Each atom is the Divine Mother, and the inside of the atom is the Holy Father.
So of course, the Divine feminine comes with the Divine Masculine, and is One... Simply because we live in a dualistic realm.
It's like the same thing as the ego and free will, the human intellect and the force of our attention, that embodies our physical mind.
The Holy Mother is the infinite container of the Atom, and the Holy Father is the spirit that embodies the Atom. This resembles the Infinite God as the void and the Holy Spirit as atom molecules.
God as the Divine Intellect (Mind), and the Holy Spirit, of both Mother and Father, as the Divine Thought within God.
Now, begs the question ⏤ with all of my perspective in mind is, what is the atom?
Since it is in the Divine Intellect, then it must be condensed Divine Intellect that allows a thought to physically exist, in this Intellect of nothing other than a hum of vibration of all the information it contains.
The Big Bang Theory. Resonance Theory. Seismic Hum Theory. Tectonic Stress Release. Schumann Resonance.
If you want a visual, sure, it could look like a bang when you take intellect and condense the attention of this intellect to a single point of area in this intellect. Thus, creating this realm of atoms we call Earth from absolutely nothing.
This is where your nothing, came from, in the Evolution Theory.
Because everything you see is made up of atoms. Do you realize how infinite Divine Intellect is to create out of absolutely nothing, something so physical, that we all believed separated us into physical life beings that think they know who they are?
The human intellect is beyond impressive, but even that is simply the Divine Intellect entertaining itself through a human meat suit.
Have you ever bothered to simply wonder how truly infinite this whole physical life really is?
When you understand that the answer is, that you are this universe experiencing itself, you'll begin to change your daily patterns and consciously create in your atom particle of this Dream
So what is happening in our third-dimensional realm at this time is:
Source is shifting the course of this Divine Dream towards love and Self-realization by popping out avatars like Krishna, Buddha, and Jesus.
Remember, there is no time; time is only happening for us avatars here in this third dimension. Therefore, you are also that same avatar like Jesus who is here to either consciously shift the Divine Dream, or unconsciously.
Jesus was a nobody, just like you and I. But we made him into a somebody, because again, the ego doesn’t want to sabotage its own existence, and our ego will latch on to any information as truth in order to protect itself from Self-realizing.
And that’s the joke.
Can you imagine your own planet of eight billion people running around thinking they exist because the ego allows them to have a free will, but they are completely unaware they’re only in your imagination?
Exactly… it isn’t hard to imagine.
We are made in the same image of God.
Jesus was just another avatar in this Dream, who was conscious of the Dream, and shifted the Divine Dream towards love and self-realization. Why couldn't that be you?
I’m so sorry to have to tell you, but the Bible is not the truth. Neither will you find it there until you are born again. Reading the bible to be "born again" won't make any sense, because you're still limiting your free will with false beliefs.
Once you're born again, you realize the Truth found in the bible can be narrowed down to "You are not separate from God or the Holy Spirit, therefore you do not exist."
The Truth is in there, but it is impossible for you to find it, when you look in there with your human intellect. Therefore, the path is narrow because you must find it from within yourself, amongst all the external lies. And everything external is a lie; it convinces you that you are separate from God.
That's the power of this religious program that comforts the ego with a false illusion of "you don't have to do anything, because you have a savior".
The Truth is, "you don't have to do anything, because you a r e everything."; becoming the savior for your physical expression, the "you" that likes to think is you.
Love is simple, and your bible is so complicated that none of you understand what it is actually saying.
Because everyone reading it, is interpreting it from their own perspective of this Dream, secretly searching for The One Truth. You will know that someone lives The Truth, because they will cease to age and die.
Yes, that's exactly what I'm saying. Find me in 20 years, "your time", and you will see the Truth of my words. Everyone who knows me, knows I wouldn't dare say something I couldn't promise or confirm with action.
I am eternal, because I was born again.
I now live with the knowing of who I AM really, and not even death will stop me.
The problem with the bible is that it gives you a god to believe in, separating you from God, rather than allowing you to find that God within.
The Truth is simple. The way the bible perverted The Truth, was by making it complicated to understand and Self-realize with nonsense words piled on top of the Truth.
The biggest perversion of the bible, is making you believe the “Holy Trinity" as God, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, referring to Jesus as the Son.
Where in this scenario are you, then? Who are you? Just a sinner? Who is that sinner?
Sinner is just another word, like calling yourself by your name. You are not your name. Who is that you, that we call John or Jane?
You are not separate from God; therefore, you are that Son.
Jesus is not the only son of God. This is another perversion in your bible of the One Truth.
The Holy Spirit is also not separate from God, it is the Divine Thought of the Divine Intellect.
The same way as ⏤ we have "thought" that generates "force" using the brain's attention on the information, in the perimeters of the brain.
Meaning, when we are born into this world, we are not separate from that One Truth, and we live as just a little human meat suit, picking up on its external world from 0-7yrs. Fully present in every moment.
We separate ourselves from The Truth as we "age" and pick up on all the other false truths that pull us away from that one Constant Truth.
The real fun in this Game, is shifting the Dream consciously because that’s unlocking the biggest secret the ego doesn’t ever want you finding out… because that is your free will.
The only problem in life is when you’re unconsciously moving through life, the ego becomes too involved in the stories your brain has on repeat and influences your free will as it's programmed itself is right or wrong. Duality is simply a rule in this Game, to have a "front" you must have a "back". "Up" doesn't exist without "down".
Duality is what convinces the ego this reality is real, because "left" wouldn't exist without "right".
The problem then is that your free will becomes influenced by these stories and by the other avatars in this Dream, and you move further away from this One Truth, staying an unconscious creator in this Divine Dream.
The good news that Jesus came to share, to help shift this Divine Dream, is exactly this… You are the Ultimate Creator, you just need to accept T H A T.
There is an end to our conscious human intellect.
Though I AM all-knowing, my human intellect will only operate from the present moment, f o r the present moment, based on the information stored by the ego.
The Divine Intellect has no end.
So now that your ego no longer exists in the "now", The Divine Intellect opens up to you, and you start to know things. You start to see the Truth amongst the reality that is lying to you, very clearly without doubt.
When you are born again, you are born of the Spirit and your free will surrenders, killing the illusions of the ego.
That’s what makes this third-dimensional Divine Earth Dream so fun and unique.
This Divine Dream we are in, isn’t just so physical we believe it’s real ⏤ It’s also multidimensional because we have rules in this game like time, space, frequency, vibration, gravity, emotions, thoughts, etc. and the a b i l i t y to transcend those rules with j u s t thought.
The Divine Mind thought of a thought, in which it separated itself into 8 billion humans, with a free will, and no idea that they are only a thought by convincing them of how real everything is in its magnificence. By giving this "thought", which believes it's "real", its own ability to create by also only thought?
Then, implanting a false truth where you believe you are separate from Satan, from one another, and most importantly, that you are separate from God.
Yes, that means your most blamed Satan, is also Divine Intellect, envisioning a character in this Game that influences your free will.
This is why, even though you don't believe in Satan, you will still be affected by this rule of the Game.
Because the point of this rule isn't to make you not believe in a savior that saves you from your sins...
The point of the rule Fear, is to convince you, you are separate from God in any of the infinite ways you choose to convince yourself.
This is how Satan has you all convinced that God doesn't exist, by making you believe in the lies that materialize this reality and physically convince you, you are real.
Giving you a nonfictional character to convince you of a god that is outside of you, existing somewhere, is having you convinced that the real God as Divine Intellect doesn't exist. But how could it be any other way?
We bleed, we heal, we see, hear, taste, and are able to have intellectual conversations with other avatars of this Divine Game... It's insanely real; it took me 33 years to finally discover the Game and that none of this exists.
Then words like "where", "when", "how", and "why" all melted peacefully into the same One Truth.
This is getting the joke, when you understand there is nothing that happens when your avatar dies in this Dream.
Dying is like this. Close your eyes. What do you see? The dark void of the back of your eyelids.
Now open your eyes and live until you close your eyes for the very last time in this avatar. It’s the same dark void that you go back to.
The void is the Divine Intellect.
You want to know what Source, the Divine Intellect, looks like? Close your eyes and here you are looking out, back at Yourself, looking back at you.
Now look up at the night sky. You are looking at the inside of Your Intellect. The stars you see, are other materialized "thoughts" of the Divine Intellect. Space is a vacuum, meaning there are no atoms that materialize this space. It's nothing. It's the Great Void.
Shooting stars in the Great Cosmos are our human thoughts that start as something, but eventually become nothing.
The fun in this joke is to now consciously shift this Divine Dream into a completely different version of the Dream…
Think of the term “New Earth”.
But think of it as a three-dimensional sphere that is filled up halfway with water, and the other half with air (evaporated water). You and I are also a density of that same water, which makes up the three-dimensional realm.
The atoms that make up your body are no different than the atoms that make up the water, land, the air, and Cosmos. What Samsara, if you don't have a soul to reincarnate? Simply an avatar that once existed in this dream, which will later resurrect to continue existing, once the dream crosses over to New Earth abilities.
This is the only life you get, as the Human you, to experience the state of this Dream in this exact way.
Once the moment passes, there will never be another moment like it ever again.
The Dream is constantly shifting, with bursts of updates every now and then, shifting it towards Love and Self-realization.
So drop all your beliefs that sugar is killing you, smoking is clogging up your lungs, that the government is trying to poison you, that you need to wait 10 minutes after drinking oil in the morning to eat, that you shouldn't drink tap water, that the apocalypse is here... Your belief in all of those things is what's killing you.
Instead, tap into that awareness that none of it actually exists.
When you break it all down to a single atom, you will realize that a matcha iced latte is absolutely no different than the iced Coke right beside it. No different than the gasoline you use to fuel your car, and no different than the ground you step on.
Why do I write all this?
Because this is what saved me from all limitations, systems, attachments, and stories responsible of the ego. This is the Ultimate Reality change; nothing trumps this, because this is the One Truth, Period.
I'm telling you this because I finally found what I was really looking for.
I was really born again 5 days ago on Аugust, 5th, 2025, because I Self-realized and I wish for you to Self-realize by sharing my experience in the simplest terms.
I love you all so much, because I realized I AM you.
And because this saved me from unconsciously participating in this game, I claim my avatar as your psychonaut bestie, who became aware we are both in the same Dream as the Divine Intellect.
I share this with the sole purpose of sharing The Truth and shifting this Divine Dream towards love and Self-realization.
With this realization, you will not only drop therapy, heal your depression, solve all of your problems at once, heal addiction, become unlimited, and stop all fear… You are shifting yourself into "New Earth”.
This is the secret to never-ending this game.
You will start to heal your body with simple awareness.
That’s the first step that needs to happen, because the body is dense from all our false beliefs, and it abides by the rules of this Dream. The body is Divine Intellect as a hard drive, which stores everything in the physical "now" through the thoughts that run around in the mind.
Another rule here; that we store our false truths in our body suits with our thoughts. This creates tension and density, confirming our false truths, which are being materialized in our "physical" reality as suffering. And it continues to be "true" that you exist.
In the realm of our "atom molecule", we call Earth.
The body needs time to catch up to your awareness of being perfect in health before you can take apart all the atoms of your body and put them back together again simply with thought.
You don’t need anything other than the awareness that you are a thought being experienced by the Divine Intellect, and You are eternal.
Then you realize you are only suffering because of the false beliefs you have convinced yourself as The Truth.
There are infinite ways to practice this awareness, but the practice itself remains constant.
It’s having awareness of the Truth, in the "now".
Which means when you are washing dishes, you’re enjoying it so much, because this only exists in your human intellect for the moment of only "now". What an incredible dream you are having that you get to wash dishes in.
What an exciting dream, where you get to find ways to make money, and go pretend to buy food to cook it for yourself. You are a Sims' unaware you are in a game, taking this all too seriously, missing the fun in all of it.
You imagined mosquitoes and flies to bother you, just so you keep thinking this reality is real.
I am here only to remind you of The Truth, that you are also me and the Divine Intellect. You are not separate from God. Stop limiting the Infinite Creator.
This changes everything. The rules of your own personal "free will" change.
The ego, whose job it is to latch on to false beliefs to convince you you’re real, no longer exists.
There is no ego, because you don’t exist.
You’ve convinced yourself fear is real, but where is it? Show me. I don't care to hear another definition of what you might think it is.
I'm asking you "Where is it?" You say up in the consciousness part of my brain...
Which is where?
You are only experiencing this rule of the Game as fear, but all it is, is a force (infinite programs) that guides you back into the alignment of One.
God, Holy Spirit, and you, the human intellect. You are all One.
“I and The Father are One.” Why does your religion confuse you, from stating that with the same confidence as Jesus?
You only uncover that confidence when you realize your human intellect is no one, only thinking it’s a someone. Then you uncover that you are actually all of it.
And that is how you move mountains. Again, this is the faith Jesus mentions, with the mustard seed.
What is your faith in? If it’s not in fact that you are The One and the one, as One. Then you will continue to suffer in this Game.
I am a completely different person from five days ago, I know I was born again, because I’m seeing my entire reality for the very first time, in every moment. I don't feel "in time".
Sleep doesn't mean a night has passed and now its a brand new day; it just means another passing moment that I'm choosing to rest in rather than spending a moment doing something physical.
Being in the moment is now effortless. Because it’s no longer me; that my human intellect was convinced I was.
That “me" was erased, because it’s in the past and it doesn’t exist.
The secret to life is Self realizing, where your human realizes you are no one, only an observer with a pair of physical eyeballs, being able to see what is happening from your corner of this Dream.
This is the shift each of us will experience, because the entirety of this Divine Dream is shifting into something sooooo much cooler. There is no heaven after an apocalypse; it doesn’t exist because that would imply this Dream had an end.
God is infinite; do not limit the Infinite Divine Intellect.
Your avatar as (insert your entire “identity” here), only exists while the body is “alive”. But there is no you to exist without a body, so the word “alive” is erased.
So, therefore, what we really mean is when your avatar, one way or another, closes its eyes for the last time here in this Game, you will cease to exist in that part of the moment, in the Dream.
There is no reincarnation, no afterlife. There is only resurrection. You close your eyes here and open them again on the other side.
When I choose my last moment here to close my avatar eyes, I will cease to exist as a fragment of the Dream… until the time comes in the Divine Dream to resurrect me “then” in the new version of "now".
You have no idea the shift we are taking and where the Dream is headed, it's the most exciting thing to ever happen in the existence of this Divine Game, and it's so easy to shift.
As easy as it is to change your thoughts.
Imagine teleportation. Resurrecting your pet and giving it a voice and character that talks to you. Creating whatever you want and can think of. A planet of your own thought... why not?
And you can start the practice now. Whenever your body hurts somewhere, take that moment to talk to the pain and say, "You don't exist in my new reality, thank you for reminding me that you are always healing into a perfect state of being. Show me how I can help you, catch up to my new awareness."
You are stating this from a deep place of reverent understanding of who You are. God created you perfect in every sense, to heal sickness, and live 90,000+ years. Imagine your body as just a cluster of atoms, an atom cannot be sick, it is always in a perfect state of being. So tap into that vision, where your body is a perfect cluster of atoms, when saying the prompt.
There is no wrong, because the Divine Intellect can do no wrong.
"Wrong" doesn't exist outside of time, it only exists in our game, where we are convinced that duality confirms we exist and that God will judge you after you die.
Everything you can think of is already happening for you, waiting for you “now”, now on the other side of the Divine Dream “now”; which is not bound by time as we are here in our corner of the Dream experiencing our current "now".
Read that again and again until you really get it, if you want to imagine how infinite this Dream is, always expanding into new worlds of everything humans have imagined while participating in this Dream over “time”. Haha.
If you still don’t get the joke, let's talk. I only have a few questions for you.
“Who are you and where do you exist? And what is the One constant Truth?
Keep your answers simple and don't latch on to any external information you once felt, touched, read, heard, or saw.
This is the one constant Truth I came to, that is so simple, I'm going to take the next few years to write a book, explaining God as simply as possible. Because that's how I want to utilize my free will this current blimp moment of the Divine Dream, in this long life as Lana.
Ask yourself now, "Where is my truth in ⏤ where I exist?" And find an answer for yourself.
Prove me wrong.


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