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Тебя не существует. Докажи иначе.
Моё путешествие через духовные прозрения — от разрушения иллюзий эго до пробуждения божественного осознания. Ничего этого не существует. Ты не существуешь. Докажи, что я ошибаюсь.
Lana K
Aug 1130 min read
You don't exist. Prove me wrong.
My journey through spiritual insights, from dismantling the ego’s illusions to awakening divine awareness. None of this exists. You don't exist. Prove me wrong.
Lana K
Aug 1038 min read
You don't exist
August 5th, 2025 @14:43 ⏤ sitting on a plastic lounge chair, under the shade, in my weed casa here in Spain. I’m living in a...
Lana K
Aug 54 min read
My Relationship with Weed: Seeing The Witch After Realizing She is Actually The Mother
March 15, 2023, I quit smoking weed cold turkey. Two days before that date, I remembered telling God that “I give up trying to quit weed....
Lana K
Aug 47 min read
The Desire To Be Seen: Who Are You When No One is Watching?
A raw reflection on the true motivations behind our social media habits—fame, validation, or authentic connection? Ask yourself: who are you when no one is watching?
Lana K
Jun 252 min read
What Does it Mean to Find Yourself?
How do you know if you know the real you? People travel across the world to spiritually-rich countries to "find themselves". So, what...
Lana K
Jun 186 min read
Your Spiritual Practice Means Nothing If You’re Still an Asshole: Find Your Truth In Sacred Ceremony
What if your spiritual practice isn’t about how much you can transcend, but how deeply you need to descend — into your body, your...
Lana K
Jun 56 min read
The Power of the Mind Can Structure Water Just Like Freezing it Does—The Mind Is the Most Powerful Instrument of Creation in the 3D
Discover how freezing water — or simply using the power of your mind — can structure it at a molecular level. A personal story blending ancient wisdom, modern curiosity, to come to find out all I needed was my attention in the present moment.
Lana K
May 175 min read
Сила Разума Может Также Структурировать Воду как и Замораживание—Твой Ум Самый Мощный Инструмент Cоздания в 3D
Когда-то я продавала фильтры и заряжала воду мантрами. Сегодня — замораживаю и понимаю: вода действительно меняется. А ещё — её можно структурировать силой мысли. Эта история — о поиске самой живой воды и о том, как намерение влияет на реальность.
Lana K
May 174 min read
Как Хронический Стресс Вызвал Выпадение Волос в 25 лет — и Стал Моим Тревожным Звонком, Чтобы Вернуться к Себе
At 25, I was losing my hair—and I didn’t know why. What followed was a journey through chronic stress, hidden illness, and a deep spiritual awakening. This is the story of how I reclaimed my health, my power, and came home to myself.
Lana K
May 165 min read
How Chronic Stress Caused My Hair Loss at 25 — and Became My Wake-Up Call to Come Home
At 25, I was losing my hair—and I didn’t know why. What followed was a journey through chronic stress, hidden illness, and a deep spiritual awakening. This is the story of how I reclaimed my health, my power, and came home to myself.
Lana K
May 165 min read
Finding my Purpose in Europe: How Source Used Ayahuasca and Aligned CouchSurfing, Weed, and Berlin's Chaos for my Epic Transformation
I despise supporting corporations, but Starbucks is the most convenient cafe when traveling. So honestly fuck my old rules, 2025 I'm...
Lana K
May 127 min read
Exploring London 3/12 -6/12
Three months in London simply isn’t enough. During the last month and a half, I barely scratched the surface — only exploring a little of...
Lana K
Apr 285 min read
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