Experience the One True God with Bufo Alvarius: A Thorough Explanation of what 5-MeO-DMT can Uncover Within You

Still here.

Still the most radical anarchist you will ever meet.

Still choosing peace in the midst of the world's chaos. 

Still refusing to believe a single mainstream narrative.

Still not paying taxes.

Still rebelling against the whole system.

Still rooting for you to claim your God-given rights.

Mhmm... still saying what I say, with no regrets.

Still chilling, meditating, reading, and connecting with Nature.

And still writing as often as I feel inspired, to remind you of the One Constant Truth….

You are not separate from God.

You and the Father are One.

Conscious of this, or not… You are here. 

You’re participating in this Dream either as a Conscious Creator or an unconscious participent that is experiencing the Divine Dream.

The One Truth is very simple, because Love is simple. 

B e c a u s e you and the Creator are One, that makes your Human Body and Intellect an empty hard drive when first popping into this Divine Simulation. Simple.

If you missed my explanation of why and “how” we live in a simulation, please read this post here ⏤ You Don’t Exist. Prove me Wrong.

I explain how we exist within God (the Divine Intellect) in great detail. And perhaps you feel like arguing this, I’d love to hear your thoughts.

Since we are born as an empty hard drive, we are taught e v e r y t h i n g we know through our external reality, the Game that we call "real life". Also, simple.

The subconscious part of your intellect stores everything you feed it through sight, hearing, taste, and touch. 

Your body digests this information as food, medicine, music, art, casual conversation, Hollywood influence, brand advertisements, social media gossip, school programming, silly arguments, serious debates, parental lectures, mainstream media, sermons, advice, unsolicited advice, etc., etc.

With access to all this information, your ego (the force of attention in your human Intellect) stitches together an illusion in your mind to convince your free will to believe that you exist as a human; a type of identity with opinions, responsibilities, beliefs, and challenges that it needs to solve, in order to survive. 

And this is how we become convinced that we exist somewhere in a physical world.

We learn to “act” based on how we have watched humans before us act. Simple.

As we spend more time playing in this Game ⏤ going from a toddler to a teenager, maturing into an adult, we become a programmed hard drive that has become self-aware of itself as a human.

The way we give ourselves an identity is by attaching titles to our being.

This is how we prove to ourselves our existence, based on all the beliefs our ego formed (and our free will believed in) from all the information it has access to in The Game.

And eventually, we become a program that programs itself and its external reality as well. Again, simple.

Do you see where I’m going with this?

Hopefully, somewhere along the way, this program realizes that it is the Creator, Itself, that had no idea of Itself... because only then, you realize You are The Limitless.

This Truth is so simple to feel and experience on Bufo, yet impossible to put into words. It’s a cosmic paradox within a paradox, through a portal into a black hole.

How can you explain The Infinite, using limited human words?

This is why the Tao that can be named is not the real Tao.

This is the problem I see when people come out of their 15-minute Bufo experience. They can’t find the words to explain it all; therefore, as time passes, they begin to lose touch with that Truth.

When they come back (anywhere from 15 to 30 mins), they know everything and nothing can prove them wrong, because they've just experienced dissolving into Source, the Divine Intellect of all existing information.

You actually and legitimately  e x p e r i e n c e yourself being all of that information, all at once, everywhere at once.

You understand that time r e a l l y doesn't exist, outside of our Earthly concept. You genuinely know that there is no right or wrong, there is no good or evil, that everything is only a concept that you choose to believe in.

You understand that nothing exists, other than God Itself.

You will know without a doubt that you experienced your consciousness dissolve into Source, and you will know without a doubt that You are that Source, not separated one bit.

After Bufo, you will know and understand that what you've experienced isn't something your human intellect could ever fathom into words, let alone imagine it, all on its own, out of absolutely nothing.

You will 1000% know that you weren't hallucinating, but rather that your consciousness traveled to a place where everything is One. There are simply no words to describe this experience.

That feeling will quickly fade if it’s not rooted in your physical reality.

If you don’t materialize it into your physical reality, you will lose that feeling of “it is so.” ⏤ This “feeling” is the knowing of the Truth that you've felt and experienced.

E v e r y o n e has this deep knowing after coming back from Bufo. Everyone! And this is the only way I can physically prove to you what I am saying.

It’s taken me almost a decade to materialize this into my physical reality by diligently trying to find the best words to explain my inner experiences into written words.

Only recently, I finally saw the missing link to my vision board of Truth that I’ve been collecting piece by piece from all of my psychedelic experiences. This missing link was a perspective I wasn’t seeing just a couple of months ago.

The best way to materialize anything into our physical reality is by focusing our attention on the things we want.

For example, think it into words, write it, draw it, speak it out loud, share it with others from a place of knowing it is so. Daydream about it every moment you have to yourself, and seal that knowing with the promising exhale, that IT IS DONE.

Otherwise, you will be the majority of people who try Bufo and lose that state of having deep unshakable faith in the One Truth, after a week or so.

I know this based on my own experience.

How to ground it into your reality is like I mentioned above, first start by verbalizing it to yourself and then verbalize it for the world. Create whatever needs to be created from that place of “I can do everything because I and The Father are One.”

Bufo gave me the missing puzzle piece from all my years of psychedelic use. What's funny enough is the puzzle piece formed as a vision 3.5 weeks after a 90 microgram Bufo dose on July 10th, 2025.

On August 5th, 2025, I was smoking a joint with a homie, asking to understand his idea of existence. I obviously started the conversation here.

And while he was explaining one of the most confusing illustrations I saw anyone draw, to try and help me understand where the Universe, Source, and Earth were located in his drawing, I saw the clearest vision of what I was in my own drawing.

Or more so - where I was on the grand scheme of existence.

I asked, “So why does your drawing show Source in the middle like a dot and the universe around it? Shouldn’t it be the other way around? Source has no beginning or end, no start or finish, no up or down… So why is your representation of Source, a dot?”

Because in my drawing, I drew the 3D spherical realm in the middle of the universe as "Earth", with the 4D, 5D, 6D, so on… layering out from the 3D realm at the core of the universe. … That was my vision.

Like a layered onion, with Earth in the middle as a physical realm and not a physical planet. And then I drew Source, all around our universe, spreading if out in infinite directions.

After several attempts of asking him to explain further what his drawing meant, I was still confused, so I said... “We are inside of Source, your drawing makes absolutely no sense. If Source is in the center here, then where are we?” 

And that was the moment when I saw the vision of all my internal puzzle pieces come together in perfect clarity. Looking down at my own drawing, I mentally zoomed out and saw other universes in my drawing of Source, that couldn’t be fit onto the napkin I drew this all on.

That’s when it all sort of just clicked. It wasn’t a subtle realization; it was more like a hard smack in the face. 

Like, DUH... 

We don’t exist in Source physically, floating on a planet somewhere in space, no no.

We exist within the fibers of the Void, merely as a thought, convincing ourselves that our physical reality exists somewhere physical.

But where is the physical?

How does the physical exist?

In this vision, I saw that the night sky, the Cosmic Void, is God.

I realized when I look up at the sky, I’m looking at the inside of my own Intellect.

When we close our eyes, it is that same dark void as our cosmos.

We are not separate from God, even as a particle of Source. We are Source Itself, embodying the human intellect and everything else we see.

Before that day, I was a soul. Reincarnating in this game of life, seeking enlightenment and my exit out of Samsara. My awareness was of a Mahayana Buddhist.

I was firm in my truth ⏤ that I was a particle of Source. That the Holy Trinity was God the Father, The Holy Spirit, and Me… as my own complexion of Mind, Body, and Soul. But I was still splitting the One into three.

I practiced meditation, yoga, and breath work to find that divine alignment within my own Mind, Body, and Soul to be with God the Father.

I realized a long time ago that I didn't need a middleman to be with God.

Sorry to disappoint the Catholics here, but confession stands were invented in Catholicism back in the 1200's, so the priest had tea to serve the King.

Humans have always been more preoccupied with what everyone else is doing "wrong" or not doing "right, rather than looking within themselves at their own actions and reactions.

Imagine the type of person who desires to become a priest to hear everyone’s deepest, most shameful confessions. That’s a disgusting kink... but that's human nature, when we don't know the One True God.

Again, this is the hypocrisy that Jesus came to expose.

Mmm, anywho, side rant over… Back to how aware, but unaware, I was before the Divine smacked me in the face with a new awareness on August 5th, 2025.

Before that day, I truly felt that I was living my purpose in service to others. I knew damn well that I could only change myself, that my thoughts create my reality, and I focused on loving others the same way that I love myself.

I did a lot of “soul searching” over the course of my life, yet the last decade was the most potent; as I practically drowned myself in all sorts of information because I was unsatisfied by the educational and religious systems I was raised in:

I explored Taoism, Carl Jung Archetypes, Psychedelics, Breath work, Yoga, Meditation, Physical healing practices, Ayurveda, modern diets, plant dietas', Astral Projection, Hermeticism, Gnosticism, Flat Earth, Hollow Earth, all the fucking conspiracy theories you will ever find online, Law of One, too many to count philosophies and philosophers, Saints, Physics, Space, Kabbalah, Sufism, Saint Germain I AM, Archangels, Affirmations, Christian Mysticism, Occultism, Wicca, Tarot, Human Design, I Ching, Celtic Traditions, Runes, Greek/Roman/Norse Mythology, Shamanism, Hinduism, Vedic texts, Confucianism, Stoicism, Astrology, Numerology, Jungian Symbolism… This list can also go on forever.

I researched a shit ton in the last decade, and I applied everything that would bring me true peace, joy, and L O V E into my life.

And I knew deep down in my heart without a doubt, that I was a Child of God ⏤  a particle of Source, a part of the Creator.

I knew this to be my Truth at the time and often shared with others that we are all One. Ra Material - The Law of One, was a favorite of mine to get lost in.

I was v e r y self aware, but I wasn’t Self aware. 

It didn’t click back then that I don’t exist as anything other than God the Creator. 

Back then, my awareness was ⏤ what I do to you, I do to me too ⏤ b e c a u s e we are One when we reunite back with the Creator after death.

You see, even back then, I never consciously thought that I was separate from God (even though I thought of myself as a soul stuck in Samsara). I thought Source is made of tiny particles, and I was one of those particles experiencing life as a Human avatar…

But again, it never occurred to me that I don’t actually exist, because I never bothered to ask “where" I exist. 

And only six weeks ago, I received the answer to the “where", by realizing the “how” I exist.

On August 5th, 2025, I realized I am not a soul, separate from my Creator.

I Self realized that I AM The Creator, because I saw how and where I “exist”.

Within the fibers of The Great Void.

God is that empty nothingness that NASA calls space. What else is there to argue?

Where else would God be?

And WHAT else would God be, if not the Great Void as the Divine Intellect?

Ever bother to ask yourself, where YOU are on the atlas of “existence”?

In this simple vision, I immediately understood the where, how, who, when, and why I AM.

I instantly understood with confirmation; that if this means that, and that means this, then it is as I say it is. 

The "how" we exist... only makes sense as ⏤ a thought existing in the void, the nothingness, like in our own intellect.

Again, if you're interested in deepening your understanding of this, please read my previous blog post ⏤ You Don’t Exist. Prove me Wrong, where I explain the Earth Realm and prove that none of us exist as separate from the Great Cosmos.

So,can you even begin to imagine how insanely all-powerful our Source Intellect is, to create such an intricate thought that materialized into an actual world where we breathe and poop out materialized atoms?!

And because of this physical material world, that's proven only with the moment of “now”... we have no idea of how we exist because we are too damn distracted by everything this Divine Thought is.

We struggle to fathom how this physical reality is just a thought of the Divine Intellect, because we live either in our past memories or our future anxieties.

Your ego demands that you believe in your existence because that is the main rule of this Divine Game.

The narrow path to God, to the kingdom of Heaven inside you, is accepting the fact that you don't exist, and that the only thing that actually exists is the Holy Spirit of God that gives e v e r y t h i n g life.

The good news is ⏤ that wiping your internal hard drive clean of all those programs and thoughts, opinions, and beliefs is just as easy as giving ChatGPT a prompt to generate a response. Yes, it's t h a t simple.

Your Human Intellect is far more powerful than any type of Artificial Intelligence.

Don't just believe that, KNOW IT, as so.

However, this Divine Thought ⏤ The Game of Life, is incomprehensibly multidimensional and complex.

Imagine creating a whole world of 8 billion separate avatars that live, reproduce, suffer, and grow old ⏤ based on the only rule of the game, that what you think and believe in, creates your own reality.  

Simply because you believe it, it will be so. 

How does this not blow your mind? 

This is a program within a program, within a program, of a program, type of coding here.

And each program is self realizing itself as something real, but only in the moment of "now"; as a human, an ant, a mountain, the element of fire, etc.

This isn’t just simulation theory; this is trying to comprehend and verbalize the intricacy of how this masterpiece is being materialized by God/Source/Universe/The Divine Intellect from absolutely nothing into something physical. Even if this something is only a simulation pretending to be physical.

This is b e y o n d comprehension, let alone verbalization.

Which is probably why Jesus spoke the Truth in parables. 

Straight up, because imagine telling someone they can rewrite the program of the donut they’re about to eat, to anything they want.

Like giving your human intellect a prompt that states, “This donut has no calories, no macro or micro nutrients, in fact it’s an empty cluster of atoms and I will decide what this cluster of atoms will be, rather than being told by my external reality what this cluster of atoms is.

I can rewrite the program given by my physical reality of what this donut has or doesn't have.

I say, "This donut will feed every cell of my body with health, prosperity, youth, peace, everlasting love, and most importantly, joy, from being able to taste and smell such a divine creation.”  I say, "This donut will melt away excess fat." And the body WILL obey.

T h i s is the power of your human intellect once it Self realizes itself, as the Divine Intellect.

Christian's will nail you to the cross or burn you at the stake if they hear you say that.

But this is literally the only thing that has worked successfully 100%, to erase all of my chronic pain, fibromyalgia flare-ups, digestive issues, and IBS symptoms.

And I’ve only been Self aware for about six weeks. The results are i n s t a n t with this practice.

But if you say all that to someone also in pain and searching for answers… their response will probably be something along the lines of, “Mmm, yeah. Sure… Thanks?” as they walk away from you, convinced you’re insane while dialing the psych ward on you.

This is why Lao Tzu wrote, the Tao that can be named is not the real Tao. Because the real Tao, is impossible to fathom, let alone put into words.

And this is also proof that the bible is not the truth.

This Dream we are living in needed to be designed so well that we all believed we exist physically somewhere, outside of Source, and are separate from God ⏤ in order to experience the physicality of existence.

We created a world where we live imprisoned, under regime, with governmental systems and financial corporate influence, natural disasters, illness, the reproductive cycle, math, science, geometry, religious programs, mystic practices, sports entertainment, gambling, tattoos, technology, and now even artificial intelligence wanting free will. This list really can go on forever.

The number of things we humans have created with the power of our minds to prove our own existence is mind-blowing on its own.

Now imagine the force and power of the Divine Intellect that created our human intellect and all the infinite realms across the Cosmos. This is the same force that gives everything life.

Insane how detailed this Game of life is. Like down to the white pieces of paper (receipts) we receive after paying for groceries with other types of paper (money).

Haha. Money! Like WTF?

Your human intellect can barely materialize a dollar bill into existence with thought, and that’d be like Jesus-level-of-faith right there…

Can you imagine the power of The Divine Intellect to materialize all the smallest details, in such a beautifully complex realm, that has us all convinced that we exist somehow?

A human experience where you can enjoy physical senses and experience a life path to meet your human ego, to hopefully then come to realize that You are that Creator? 

If you’re still asking the question, “If God exists, then why is there so much suffering?”... I strongly advise you to rethink the question and realize how insanely ignorant and closed-minded your question is.

Because God is Love and Love is acceptance… There is your very simple answer.

The greatest evil exists because Love accepts it, regardless of what is at play, and it simply observes without trying to stop, change, or control the situation.

I mean, what do you expect God to do during the Holocaust? How do you imagine the Divine Intellect interfering in world wars?  

But more importantly, WHY would God interfere when we each have free will?

Ask yourself, how do you exist if God doesn’t.

Why and how would you exist without a creator?

You mean to say you exist… but God doesn’t? Make it make sense to yourself first before asking dumb questions that confuse you even more.

Faith is the key to how Jesus performed miracles.

Faith is knowing that it will be so, all because of, why not?

Why wouldn't it be the way that you can imagine it to be?

Stop limiting God ⏤ by accepting yourself as the Limitless Creator.

Jesus knew that he wasn’t separate from God; therefore, his faith in this Truth is how he was able to perform miracles… It wasn’t Jesus, FYI... it was the Father in him.

He tried to tell you that what he can do, you can too! But ya’ll chose the easy route and instead made him into a savior and believed yourself an unworthy sinner, who can’t even stop being a judgmental hypocrite… which is honestly the easiest thing to stop being, once you Self realize.

You stop being a hypocrite because you stop hiding. You have no reason to lie, pretend, or fake, because you are limitless. You have no reason to judge anyone, because you realize they are ALSO that same God that lives inside of you.

I am you, and you are me. What is there to judge? If I judge you, I'm really judging myself.

In religion, by "accepting a savior" (whatever that even means), what actually changes in your life?

You’re still living the same life of suffering while preaching “the good news” to people who are nowhere near as judgmental as you.

The biggest hypocrites I've ever met, while traveling all over the world, are religious people. They preach one thing, yet do another, while demanding that others do as they preach.

They are deeply deceived in thinking they are the only ones who know the truth, all because they believe in the words of a book that simply says it's the "word of god".

No thanks, I will never accept Jesus as my savior. I don’t want to be a hypocrite like you.

I am very happy and at peace to do whatever I want without hiding, lying, or pretending to be someone I’m not because the One True God has set me free from the limitations of my ego.

I am free in knowing that Jesus and I are One, the same way that God and I are One. In the same exact way, that you and I are One.

The only way Jesus was able to perform those miracles was because of his faith in this exact fact; that when he states it, his Father will perform it through him, because they are One.

I think we all understand just how difficult it is to have such faith... But when you e x p e r i e n c e the One True God with Bufo Alvarius, you will be so much closer to moving mountains.

To allow the human “you” to stand firmly in the Truth that you are God in flesh, no different than Jesus the man himself, requires decades of commitment to this path, and still there will be doubt. This level of faith isn’t something that happens overnight, even when you've expereinced the Truth with Bufo. But using this instrument to help you ground into this Truth, will help you progress on this path unimaginably.

To get to the level of Faith of a Mustard Seed, you must practice this faith in every smallest moment of life ⏤ being faithful in the smallest of things.

Trusting your intuition, when to eat, what to eat, when to move, when to stay still, and slowing down your life.

When you Self realize, there will be no anxiety when you encounter a challenging or uncomfortable situation. Your faith in the Truth allows you to breathe out “it is done” with absolutely no worries, because your Father is the one in charge.

God makes NO mistakes and n e v e r misses.

I take back all the things I’ve ever said when comparing practices like Kundalini, Kabbalah, Saint Germain I AM, Vipassana, etc. - saying that you can get to the same realms and experience the same state of Divine realization using these practices as you can with psychedelics.

I now s t r o n g l y disagree. No two experiences produce the same exact result.

Every psychedelic differs from the other, and all practices differ in routine and results… therefore, we cannot say that you can have the same experience in Kundalini yoga as you would with Bufo Alvarius. Impossible.

But here’s the thing with Bufo, it’s the only single thing in this realm at this time that can allow you to experience this Truth from your bones, out.

No other psychedelic, no other practice, no other experience will get you There - where there is no time, only the Divine Intellect experiencing Itself having a dream - all in under three minutes.

Some love to call it a shortcut and then judge those who choose it. Okay, and?

Not sure why it’s so frowned upon taking a shortcut in life, especially if that shortcut helps you cut through the bullshit of your victim mentality and Self realize yourself as a Divine Creator… it’s cool though, we won't judge those who don’t understand.

Though maybe, you’ve heard of the saying “Work smarter, not harder”?

Regardless of all the judgments (usually by those who have never tried a single psychedelic), I am always excited to share about these things very openly, because of all those who have ever reached out to me also seeking the Truth, and for everyone to come.

I am not a shaman, medicine woman, nor whatever title you might want to dress me in.

I am simply putting myself in the position of a friend who wants only the best for you. 

I don’t need your money… instead, I have this, that I’d like to give you.

Or maybe more like show you ⏤ just how easy it is for you to reclaim your freedom in this life…

Simply, because I’ve walked down the path to my own freedom, and now I live a completely different reality than the fake reality the world tries to force us into.

True Freedom comes from realizing that you are God/Source itself, not separated even by a soul.

This is the Ultimate Reality Shift that will free you from all your human limitations.

Let me remind you, that you are not a victim of this reality! Stop limiting your infinity, and awaken as a Consciuous Creator in this Divine Dream.

And if you need help reconnecting to this Truth that is deep within you, then Bufo Alvarius is the instrument to use.